FRuSTRaTiOnS Of An ArTist
POSTED AT 12:41 AM

taka_raiskki

ANG FEELING NG TITLE XD..

Weeee!!!! :D.....

I LOVE HYDE I LOVE HYDE I LOVE
HYDE I LOVE HYDE!!!!

Dear blog readers of this blog *ohoho,

the owner decided to transfer to
another blog coz she's so damn
maarte. ... blah blah... blah....
The reason is not the same As
WHAT malandi had done!!!!!!
she doesn't have any stalkers
and she doesn't even feel that
she's now a superstar! XD...
A reason will never be shared
to anyone, un lang kung you'll
ask her to have a heart to heart talk,,
bwahhahaa,, blah blah..
*insert stupid sitautionSsss here*
....ByE!!!!!.... ah yah! to prevent
filtering her friends HERE,
she decided to transfer rather
than to CHANGE her URL only ..

A song for all of you.. pieces..
a song that calms me everytime
I feel sad but makes me miss that
special someone I've always loved
....... I really want to put HNJ
but I can't find a midi ehehe XD...

maybe living in a silent world is
much better... I don't want to hurt
someones feeling anymore...
and I don't want to see stupid
things like what I just saw...
if u can't understand me it's ok.
since I know that a lot of you
don't really understand how
my brain functions.. and how
how how.. many hows and
whys... I also want to say sorry
to all the thing Ive said..
which make those people feel
a little bit hurt. it's unintentionally...
gomen ne... Im just sarcastic LOLZ.
*this not the KABAYO!*...
maybe im just too expressing
myself that I can't control it
anymore... bcoz Ive been
hiding not really hiding,
but keeping so many things about me..
even my closest friend doesn't even
know about those things... only me...
and GOD maybe. XD... not that I don't
want to share it, actually it's kinda
sad knowing dat people don't want to
listen wd you anymore... it's sad...
it's just thaT *dat again LOLZ*,
I don't know if THEY CAN UNDERSTAND ME!!!
.. coz Im scared...
that they may say things which
will make me feel even more frustrated...
and maybe what REALITY is too...
coz I don't have the bravery to know
the truth...and Im a big coward....
the song fits for me and I like it...
.... and I want to grow up too....
things are not good right now...
but still happy there are these persons who want to support me! tenkxx!!!!

XD... akki's last post... :D....
I Love my new URL :D...
this iS my LAt post.. it's already
12:54 am, So maybe Im just going to
change some stuffs here.. soon.. ..
the lay-out maybe..XD

---... kung gs2 nyo pa ako i link ulits..
eheeheh say it to me nlang.. ..
salamt sa mga nagbasa! nagbabasa!..
at naglink.. ...

new blog.....new life... time to say goodbye...
POSTED AT 02:44 PM

taka_raiskki

I don't know If I'll be able to go online this wk. I just said to yanz that if her PC still has some problems, I'm not going to online until she finds someone who can fix it. maybe I'm going to online for 20-30 mins only depending on my mood. Right now Im on a computer shop , cause I don't want to attent the GA so Im here!!!!! GA is kinda boring for me... ^^'... I tried to DL some stuffs here but the connection this day is kinda slow, I think I should find other shops... waaahhh~~~... ^^'.

anyway I just saw what did MALANDI do! like her Im going to transfer to another blog, since I feel so irritated with someone... She said this thing that made me feel so irritated... So to break the conncetion I'm going to transfer..... Don't call me maarte, I don't want this either.. it's just that , I don't want to feel like this, and to know that there are people who hate me.. though I know about it... I jz don't want to fight with them anymore!! Ayoko ng magparinig!! at cla nagpaparinig den!!!!!!.... naiinis lang kasi ako,,, kapag nakikita ko cla.... not really sila... SYA!!!.... kung naiinis sya saken,, ok fine!! mainis sya... I don't care.. I just want to change a little bit narin. kaya ako lilipat.....

This idea is kinda stupid.. really....

*the Gackt thingy is getting worse.... or worst???.. worst!!! I'm not even serious if Im saying some things about him, I just don't know why they're taking it so seriously~... gackt has been one of my fave Jrocks out there, and I still like him... though not as much as b4... So Im still a fan! Don't call me an ANTI-GACKT fan coz Im not.... cguro 2- 3 months ago nakita ko 2ng ANTI-Gackt na site... I wrote on their GB and said what I want to say... I didn't hit him,.I even said that LAST SONG is a beautiful song, since the website owners said that the song sucks.... So put that on your mind ,,,,this girl is still a gackt fan... let me tell you b4 I go!... it doesnt mean na AYAW ko talaga sa isang tao kapag me sinasabi akong NEGATIVE SAKANYA. opinyon ko un, at nde ako GANUN ka GAGO!!! para magsabi ng isang bagay na nde ko NAKIKITA!!!!!... alam ko kung pano mag pa cute c gackt na me effort talaga sa mga concerts nya, nakita ko ang binibigay nyang efforts sa lahat ng lives nya.... isa sa mga bagay bat ko sya nagustuhan e dahil dun.... ang ayaw ko lang naman ang Super pag-karir nya sa mga bagay bagay... na SOObbraaa... feeling ko tuloy walang ng NATURAL sakanya... Yun lang!!! and the kabayo thingy?? it's just for fun!!!!!... I like gackt that's why Im calling him KABAYO!!!...alam ko ang gulo..

ang Putcha ang haba ng Sulat ko!!!!!.... okie!! bye!!!!!!! going to update this blog,. baka maglagay lang ako ng SOUND!!!!... this will be the last entry.. or 2nd to the last.... THANKX!!!!!!.. just goin to fix somer stuffs b4 I go...

if u still want to add me, just ask me personally,. mail , YM,, fax, snail mail LOLZ, phone, cellfone, /////whichever you want it....